In the deepest of deep, and the darkest of dark
lies a complex phenomenon known as the spark.
It creates Universes and Galaxies and energy small and large
Negative ions and positive quarks release a giant charge
It shifts its creations this way and that,
chaotic vibrations three million light years long
And here I am, right where I belong.
A human of Earth, a mere speck amongst all
Uncertain of my purpose in the grand scheme of things
But that’s how it is with most human beings
Then I see the ant, smaller yet than me
The ant adapts to his world, the ant knows how to be free
The ants work collectively to survive Earth’s ill effects.
Storing for the winter, and nesting for their rest.
The ant can do many things even being so small
So what does that say of humans? Us being large and tall.
“United we stand, divided we fall”
An older quote from an earlier time,
but it’s truth stands immortal, impervious to time.
As humans now We make circles, some big some small.
It doesn’t make us united at all.
Groups against group and the hate that is formed
Brings me back to my question once more.
What is my purpose, why am I here?
What have I done to be punished year after year?
I’ve not fulfilled my destiny as I am still alive,
But galaxies and universes and multiverses are born from the dark
And all that it needed was just a little spark.
Welcome to my blog. I go by Wulfbleud as my pagan name but most address me as James. I’ve walked this path for nearly two decades now. I’m getting up there in age, so I’m finding a place to make notes of my observations while i still have time on this world. The posts I will write will most likely be of an emotion of some sort. I have the power of an empath. I can read people’s feelings. I also feel them. Sometimes it can be very scary being an empath. You have to learn how to shield and protect yourself. In a crowded room, an empath can spin out of control because the fluctuation of emotions is so high that we cannot handle the setting any longer and leave.
Growing up, I was diagnosed ADD and developed anger issues in my teens. I’ll get to my childhood one of these days in a separate post. But when I started to believe in something other than God and Jesus, and saw more logic and reason in a collective religion, the anger slipped away. I felt peace and love and happiness without the use of drugs or whores. I hope my blog posts inspire you and brings you a good feeling reading what I write. Please feel free to comment an idea or even an editing remark. I welcome critical criticism, because without adversity, we cannot grow.
The path is only a part of the journey.
Come, walk with me child.
There is nothing so strong or safe in an emergency of life as the simple truth.